Sunday, March 29, 2020

Dispatches from the Time of the Virus II: Fuck, Not Ivan

     It was scary to hear my wife Val yell to me in the kitchen from the living room at about 7:40 PM Sunday in a shocked tone, “Oh, no, hon; I just read Colleen’s post on Facebook. Ivan is in the hospital with coronavirus.”

     Ivan is Ivan Gonzalez, a friend for about 30-35 years who lives around the corner from us in Buffalo. He is an amazingly great guy; he absolutely loves his family, is a musician (I met him in Buffalo’s punk scene), Buffalo Public School teacher, hockey player, artist and one utterly hilarious guy who can be as caring as possible at one moment, as profane as you’d like at another.

     But this is not a fucking obituary about Ivan; as his wife Colleen posted, Ivan is in for the fight of his life against a strong and uncaring foe. Knowing Ivan, he is asking us more to do what we need to do for ourselves than to think about him, but indeed, we need to think about Ivan, Colleen and their family. We need to start seriously following social distancing if we already aren’t; we need to stay home unless it is necessary to be out. Wash your hands and wash your hands again; using fucking wipes or sanitizer whenever you get the chance, We need to fight this fucking coronavirus or COVID-19, stop trying to blame another country, region or whatever for it and to believe in and fund the science.

     We need to care about and do everything we can for people with coronavirus and their families, much more and much sooner than we did for people who suffered from AIDS/HIV. We also need to support the individual families who need physical, financial, spiritual and emotional support. And finally, whether or not some want to think about it, we need to think about what we do in the voting booth this November (and earlier in some places) and damn well vote out the president and his minions and those who have let this country be susceptible to this virus.

     God damn it, I am getting sick of writing obituaries, so let’s do everything we can not to have to write Ivan’s or anyone else’s obit.

Monday, March 23, 2020

Dispatches from the Time of the Virus I: Changes, Delays, Stupidity, Fears But Trying to Avoid Loathing

     The March 15, 2020, edition of the Buffalo News headlined that 3 cases of coronavirus/COVID-19 had been confirmed in Erie County; as of NY Governor Andrew Cuomo’s 11 AM Monday, March 23, 2020, news conference, 87 cases had been reported here. Who knows how much faster the virus will be contracted and detected in Buffalo and Erie County, or how bad the outbreak will be here or nationwide?

     I started working on these targeted installments to The Hosey Report with a new title/subtitle. “Dispatches from the Time of the Virus,” about a week ago. My first one was written, a bit more than 1,000 words, but I wasn’t satisfied and decided to sleep on it. My attempted revisions didn’t work, and I junked the first version altogether, and will use some of it, rather revised, here. That things are changing on the coronavirus front so fast outdated much of the first attempt. Life has given me some unique experiences and views into this virus and situation we live in, prompting these installments. There is so much that I want to write about that it couldn’t and shouldn’t be given an all-in-one approach.

     I won’t write a bio, but a bit about me will help. I worked as a newspaper reporter and editor for more than 18 years and have been a freelance writer for about 35 years. I started working for Erie County in 2004, first for the Erie County Legislature Democratic Caucus (eventually director of communications) and I have worked in the Department of Social Services (hereby ECDSS) since 2014. My wife, photographer Valerie Dunne, works in tech support, and we live on Buffalo’s West Side/Elmwood Village with our dog, Harold. In case you don’t know, my wife Val was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis more than 25 years ago, and among its traits are the immune system going haywire and attacking parts of the nervous system. I suffered a heart attack in October 2017, a torn aorta was found when I was about to undergo surgery, and I underwent massive open-heart surgery at the Cleveland Clinic in November 2017. I may be susceptible to germs more than before and I really don’t want to find out the hard way. So, unnecessary exposure or higher risk of exposure to the coronavirus could be life threatening to us.

     When I first started writing this, a state of emergency had just been declared in Erie County by County Executive Mark C. Poloncarz, someone I have and do support as a candidate, officeholder and friend. His hard work, communication skills and proper serious attitude have been a great help. In a few days, we went from a 50 percent workforce reduction in the private and public/government sectors to 100 percent noon-essential private sector and 50-75 percent in the government/public sector. FYI, my job is classified as essential and I am on-call, as well as work a reduced scheduled of M-W-F one week, T-TH one week, alternating with the rest of our office and department. While restrictions on who can come to the Rath Building, where my office is, we are still seeing more than the absolute necessary clients, some making monthly loan repayments; we aren’t quite certain how they get into the building, and we do service them (more explained soon). We also distribute transportation to certain required clients/audiences, but that has fallen off to a few extreme cases.

     But there are always opportunities for stupidity and hubris, at the very least, during the coronavirus crisis. On Sunday, March 15, while walking Harold through parts of Buffalo’s West Side and Allentown, avoiding proximity to dog walkers and others, we noticed a larger than expected or than healthy number of people, mainly younger adults, walking towards the area of Buffalo, on and near Delaware Avenue and Elmwood Avenue, where the usual St. Patrick’s Day Parade and parties were held. The main and second parade in South Buffalo had already been canceled, but this did not stop hundreds of people heading to the area and partying as if nothing was happening out of the ordinary and as if social distancing and virus transmission avoidance was for wusses. Eventually, an uproar at least shamed some of the participants, including the bars and other businesses involved, but too many people still are not taking this seriously. These are not normal times, and personally, except for dog walking, grocery shopping, work and pharmacy stops, I am not leaving the house. Fortunately, I can alter the dog walk times to those when fewer people are around. But it remains so fucking annoying how too many people are not taking things serious and not only risking their own health, but those of others. The easy ways to help fight the spread of this virus aren’t even on too many people’s radar screens and aren’t even identified as targets when seen.

     If people can’t take these small, easy steps to help confront a virus that has already killed thousands in China and Italy and at least hundreds in the USA, what are these same people expected to do when much harder decisions need to be made and much more urgent action needs to be taken? The acquisition and distribution of health care, food and other resources are profound issues too many of these people haven’t shown that they can be trusted to understand or make decisions about, Hell, social distancing is too hard a concept to grasp, no doubt in part because it also entails some social responsibility. It seems a large part of a generation is sadly turning into mini-Donald Trumps in certain ways; maybe coronavirus is their Vietnam, of which they, too, are trying to avoid responsibility. Way too many WNYers are that stupid, oblivious or willing to take risks with their and other people’s health.

     I’ll conclude with a story from grocery shopping at Wegmans on Amherst Street in Buffalo March 14. It was my first day of grocery shopping since the rushes on toilet paper, sanitizer and sanitizing hand wipes, milk, etc., had occurred. Thankfully, if you’ll excuse the pun, I’m rather anal about keeping a sufficient supply of toilet paper at home, so I had no need to buy any that day. The toilet paper, napkins and paper towels are in the last aisle from the front door area, and I’m one of those mission-oriented shoppers who goes down pretty much every aisle, from right to left, to do my shopping. I wasn’t planning on even trying to get any paper products, but I felt the need to see it for myself. As I neared the one end of that aisle, a man of African descent walked from it with a basket containing several items but no paper products. I was about 15 feet away from him and said I had to just take a look at the aisle; the side with toilet paper and paper towels was emptier than the president’s heart.

     The man smiled, then said to me in a voice that gave away an accent sounding like he was probably originally from Africa, “You Americans. This is, how do you say, a respiratory virus I believe, but you buy all this toilet paper and all these other things. But here we are, right next to the beer area, and look at all of it; no one is staying home and drinking beer.” I smiled, laughed and was kind of stunned at the clarity of his point, and stammered something about not enough Americans are educated, listening or want to believe in the worse cases. He smiled, shook his head, repeated “You Americans…” and waved goodbye. I hope we both survive this to talk more about his observations.

     The painters paint, the sculptors sculpt, the singers sing, the photographers photograph/portray, the actors act/recite, the musicians play/perform, and for me, the writers write, and we artists must try to make sense of life, whether joy, tragedy or anything else, including coronavirius/COVID-19. So you will read more from me very soon.